Inspired by life's ebb and flow...

Hey there everyone. Sorry it's been so long since I've written but I have had other things on my mind. Actually, I am going to talk about some of these thoughts right after I reflect on what I have been up to these last 10 days or so. Well, getting on with it...I enjoyed some good fishing with steve and watson last weekend. We didnt do very well in terms of fish and I was able to cut the hell out of my hand while acting-a-fool but it was good times. My dad and I are going out with a guide on monday so hopefully the old man can teach me a thing or to, like he always says he should. Regardless of success, I have found there is just something about throwing a baited hook into water that just feels so right. Anyway, I am in the process of applying to work with best buy yet again. Those guys are hard to get on with but I think they are a pretty good company to work for. From what I've heard they are good about working around school schedules too so this will help a bunch. Anyway...its really just been the same crapola lately except for my racing mind, which brings me to my thoughts as of late...Getting fired from Leslie's was a crappy thing for me financially. However, in every other aspect it has been an absolute blessing. I have more time for friends and family which definately keeps me entertained but also I have had a lot of time to figure out where I am in my life right now. I am going back to UH because I know damn-well I can hold my own out there now and until someone convinces me otherwise, I will be in marching band yet again, even if just for the grant. In semesters past I have aimed for just enough but as of april 13th, I want it all. Today I was disrespected by one of my peers who obviously thinks himself to be better than me. Folks...This attitude is no longer going to fly with me. If you dont like the way I am, S.A.D. Same goes for anyone who refuses to take me seriously. It's time to quit smiling in these people's faces while they hold me down. I see an entrance ramp and I am getting on this familiar road. I have no one in my backseat this time and anyone who stands in my way is going to get PLOWED. Weather or not I make my destination is left to be seen but thanks in advance to those who help me get there and good luck to those who try to stop me. And the best part about it all is that this is just the tip of the iceburg but I feel like a 14-page blog will frighten some people so I'll just leave it at that.